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I told her about my Smoking fetish and she was like "I've never tried it, it might be fun" I bought her two packs of cigarettes and a lighter and said "No pressure, this is kind of a bad idea" She's says "No I want to try it". That is when my life changed for ever . After we'd been together about 8 months and, at times, he had tried to persuade me to try a cigarette, i'd got to the point where i was becoming quite irritable about him smoking. I would really like to chat with you, about our feelings and our journey into addiction at such a young age. I am one of those people who just happens to really love smoking cigarettes. What's it like to become a full-time smoker? I worry that she will want to smoke more. Pose and puff without inhaling for your first cigarette, in front of a mirror, as you get used to it. She did it a couple of times in front of me, and saw what it did to me and said "you really like this alot" I thought that was the end of it, then two months later we go out and she's looking great in sheer blouse and a pushup bra, tight yoga pants over her chubby round ass, rockin' some nice panty lines, hair and makeup done up. And it is a part of your relationship now. About 4 months in we were talking and I mentioned that I had some bad habits and he said "I'd love if you pick up one more" That's when he admitted he had a smoking fetish. I love popping lots of thick rich smoke rings. What will the next one be, I wonder? It means that the French smoke a ton of cigarettes, but the people are not affected negatively in the same way that the rest of Europe or, even more so, the United States are. Today I'm not so sure. my story of how i started smoking. You now smell like shit and have the habit of a crack whore. Never really considered myself a smoker for a very long time, just as someone who happened to smoke sometimes. Nicole Kidman reveals she started smoking to fully transform into the character of Lucille Ball | Daily Mail Online Nicole Kidman, 54, reveals she started smoking to transform into actress. Do other men notice you more easily whenever you light up? Electric smoke pots are actually offered at small cost. My mom smoked Salem slims 100 at the time . I shook one out of the pack and lit up. I started smoking at 15, sneaking cigarettes from them when they weren't looking. I was smoking between 1 and 2 packs each day (the larger number on weekends and holidays). I reflected on the insanity that has become my daily life. Over time, smoking crept into every corner of her life. How long did it take for you to develop a smoker's cough? I also LOVE smoking and have gotten other people started on it. I started to enjoy it and it started getting cravings so I got Juul. They would not disown you. I realize now that my reasons for smoking at that age have twisted themselves into reasons why I was still smoking 16 years later. I don't either, really, but still get guilt feelings (a little) when I think that I was responsible for maybe giving him lung cancer in the distant future. Once I started college, I wasn't pretending to like the bitter taste anymore. Do not try to inhale. I already had a smoking fetish before way before I started smoking myself, woman and cigarettes have always been a very sexy combination for me. I mentioned to her that occasionally I would buy a pack on holidays especially if there were sexy smoking women about. She often wears high heels and short skirts whith a beautifull body. I will never forget the first time watching her take out a cigarette and light it, it still one of my favourite memories, soooo hot. And I did it with gusto. I wish cigarettes had never been invented as they cause so many problems for millions of people. Me, genuinely, not liking those cigarellos, opened up a window for her which i'm so happy happened. How did you go from just enjoying your first inhales and dizzy sensation to craving it and needing a smoke every hour? She smokes a lot, maybe 1.5 packs a day. He said he would stop smoking at weekends, anyway the first weekend he was supposed to have quit, he gave in and had a cigarette, I flipped out and said if you can't even manage one night (the first night as well) what chance have you got of staying smoke free for the weekends to come?! RawConfessions user (Login required), Your Message (please type your comment here). It is only right that I help feed her fetishes tpo When smoking cessation commercials came on TV, I became the most talkative person in the room, desperately trying to prevent someone from commenting on how bad smoking is. He smokes socially/occasionally but was supportive at first and has become obsessed with my smoking too. At first she tried to tell me not too but the next day I was eating breakfast when she came home and to my surprise she slid her case over to me and said it was OK. Most disheartening is that it seems like "Marriage vs. Capri 120's" could be the defining title for my life in the last five years. Stop Smoking. I quit smoking on June 12. I've been smoking for about a month now, and three days with a new pack of Reds and they're taking their hold. I called 1-800-no-butts. Did your personality become more confident, more arrogant, more haughty ever since, or is it the opposite, with feelings of shame subduing your ego? Anonymous confessions, stories and advice. Sometimes she does it while blowing me, riding me, and other times I do it from behind slowly and pause while she inhales and exhales. He tried to ignore them but I could see he was really turned on. The second kind of love is the patience of a loving parent in the midst of temper tantrum thrown by a sleepy, tempestuous child. Five days ago I didn't think so. I began when I was 13 and smoke a pack and a half a day of Benson and Hedges. With love. Anyway I started smoking socially again as that was the only way I could handle him smoking, I know that many people on here will think I am off my rocker and maybe I am a bit weird but for some reason while I was with him and I was smoking too I could tolerate the disgusting habit. If I think about that too much, I have to smoke more to calm down. After months of no success, he finally relented. What surprised you? I can really identify with your story since I also wanted to be a smoker from an early age. Most every thought that centered around moving next year involved a scene with me and his parents outside on the deck smoking together. Smoking together on a place where people could see us. It happened so slowly and I see that my mind was playing all sorts of tricks on me. I think I was just curious. Practice makes perfect, so you have a more textured awareness of what is unfolding. She will give me a blow job blowing smoke, I'm too in love with cigarettes to quit. Currently living on my own in a hotel for work. At just 24 years old, Bella Thorne is hoping to dominate the marijuana industry. I smoke when I'm sad, stressed or anxious. I started when I was 15. I smoke when I'm full. Suddenly, it became clear to me and I made the biggest decision in my life. I am tired of keeping secrets, I am tired of pushing people away, I am tired of being ashamed, and I am tired of being sorry. I don't smoke. Current Year 11 Official Thread (2022-2023)! Picked her up, took her to a different salon, and got her nails done more than 2" (I wanted them longer) and a sexy, dark blue that looked black. Anyway i couldn't get used to them and was going to throw them away when my wife said she would try one. He does not know how I cry myself to sleep for being such a horrible wife. I began when I was 13 and smoke a pack and a half a day of Benson and Hedges. I'm 24. Could you describe to us what it feels like to be fornicated by your boyfriend while inhaling smoke more extensively? Category Two often says that because they were able to drop it, I should too. Hair. When she first lights up she loves to keep that fresh lit cigarette in her mouth like she's hugging and kissing it feeling the warm smoky filter parked on her lips, she never though she could get this much pleasure out of a cigarette and she smokes long full flavor cigarettes cause she's at the point where she wants all she can possibly get out of each cigarette so she smokes the longest and the strongest cigarettes she can get which is why the Marlboro Red 100 suits her so well. I'm loving every second of it, I can see myself slowly becoming a full time smoker. I would rub them on my fingers and chew on one. It is incredibly hot and sexy for me What Role does Philosophy Play in the Future of Psychedelics? Utterly selfish and devoted to my addiction. Thank you for sharing your story Kay, and congratulations on taking your life back. I've thought how could anyone love smoking cigarettes (Marlboro full flavor 100s) more than me. Such good news. I would finally feel like I could sit down next to my husband or son for awhile and be alright. So I took one out and started smoking it and from that day on I have smoked them . She was surprised I was smoking them and not a shorter cigarette. I smoke maybe half of that but I do really enjoy it. Features: Kris Fluffy named herself aptly - "fluffy" because she says she doesn't shave a single hair on her body. I have faked headaches so I could stay home from outings that would hinder my ability to smoke at least every hour. about smoking. We've know each other for quite a while but only just started dating about 6 months ago. I could smoke three more before they get home My smoking has created a huge gap that my husband isn't even aware of. I too am so adicted to way i smoke very proud of my smoking needs attentive the way i watch other women smoke it just turns me on so much cant help myself erom smoking 2to3 packs a day and trying to smoke a carton ps do i qualify as to be a smoker love from a smoker smoke em babyyyyyyyyyyyy smoke them beyond the filter dont ever exhail, Thats honest smoking im opening to feel sexy im addicted. Sitting outside drinking some beers and smoking a couple cigarettes. I remember the sister was mad cause her friend came over and smoked a bunch of her cigarettes. They got tired of her lectures and convinced her to try it. For the last few years, I spent all the energy I had planning my smoking around my husband. They thought I wanted Alone Time, but what I really wanted was to be alone with my cigarette. Managing Withdrawal. Puffing Pam I remember in the car with her she was taking big drags off a long all white cigarette blowing long thick exhales into the dash of the car making it so smoky. Terry Martin quit smoking after 26 years and is now an advocate for those seeking freedom from nicotine addiction. I like to suck the cigarette with moist lips so the long cork filter slides across my lips as I saturate my lungs in smoke. I am now 31. When I light up, I always feel calm and secure with my ever dependable cigarette. Instead of having lunch, I used my dinner money to buy five cigarettes. ha ha), but now I see it for what it really was - a way to prevent him from having an opinion about it. I am happy that I started smoking and that, despite the propoganda, I sill do. But after my cigarette was stubbed out, I would want to be with them again. See how sexy you look smoking! Thanks for being there and letting me reach out.~Kay~. I'm a pack to a pack and half a day smoker my wife, being around a pack a day smoker before quitting, is a 2 pack per day smoker now and has, and she's said as much, no intention of quitting ever again.music to my ears Add comment as: Her little sister was my age and became a smoker herself, and she walked to school in 8th grade every day smoking her cigarette, of and their mother smoked long white cigarettes too. Anyway after quitting for 2 years I met this guy who I fell in love with over night, yes he was another smoker, he did really only smoke at the weekend but that really isn't the point. He bought me a pack of Marlboros the next day, and that night we tried it. after we got them we . From that moment I was sure that smoking should be a part of my life. I tried B&H before but looking at the all white cigarette just didn't work for me. My mom smoked Salem slim 100 at the time I finally decided i wanted to try one . I started smoking at 16. - Me. I make sure to tell her every time. Does becoming a smoker make you feel desired more often? I don't want our son to smoke. Copyright 20052023 ConfessionPost.com. Got stared at by older Chinese couple on the train .. Im female, black, 20 and I got refused from entering an Ensign bus. He likes to smoke now too. I don't think you need to regret anything! How is it like to get your nicotine fix while being given the utmost pleasure by your boyfrfiend? Sign up to receive the TalkingDrugs newsletter (in English) once every two months, Becoming a Woman Who Uses Crack: Breaking Silences in Brazil, Owning My Pleasure - An exploration of Narcofeminism. After months of no success, he finally relented. We really clicked and started dating. When I see meat eaters in public, I get upset and have to smoke weed to calm down. "I love smoking". She has more than likely died from smoking or Covid by now. Fortunately, you lowered your life expectancy and will probably die of cancer, all for some douchebag. I told her that her new attitude was hot, that she'd make a great, sexy trophy girl for an older guy. (Vapers love bathrooms.) Make a podcast, YouTube or TikTok videos about our confessions and we'll promote your content, free! . "I love smoking cigarettes. Could you describe to us what it feels like to be fornicated by your boyfriend while inhaling smoke more extensively?. Even she can hardly believe she's turned into such a heavy smoker in such a short time, she's a thousand times more hooked and in love with cigarettes than she ever thought was possible, she thrives on heavy smoking and can imagine it any other way, and now it's time for a cigarette! Verywell Mind's content is for informational and educational purposes only. There's the moment of. Such a hot topic, so turned on by your story. Want to read confessions and comments uncensored? It helps so much for me to look at myself honestly. I was 14 at the time I lit it up and took my first drag and I coughed at first but I kept going and by the time I finished it I loved it . After we got married, I thought it would be nice if he could share smokes with me, so I started coaxing him to try it. She'd quit just like that and had been for nearly 2 years much to my shagrine. All rights reserved. (I've been smoking secretly for a while so want to know what's in store if I commit fully). I'll smoke anytime and anywhere. I took several more inhales that night. Back when I was younger I remember looking at cigarette ads in magazines and I remember being fascinated by the 120s ads. I can totally understand . She said she feels so sexy. Then, when the coast was clear, I'd come into the house and make a beeline for the bathroom for a frantic session of tooth brushing, mouthwash, and hand/face scrubbing. The Disney star turned entrepreneur is unapologetic about her love of weed . We love when women change or do things to feed our fetishes. Maybe I didn't inhale so much, but anyway, I didn't cough and I loved the buzz. Uh, yea.. . Once you've been out with a girl who smokes, if you go with a girl who doesn't smoke, it's like there's something seriously missing., I too love the aroma of a woman who smokes. I have always been fascinated by nature. They also render other services like changing grades, tracking locations, hacking websites, Change school grades, recovering lost funds/files,Credit card top up and many other things. I was kind of freaked at first. KILL URSELF After work she drives away with a cigarette in her mouth glad to finally be able to smoke as much as she wants. Member-only. Wow! My mom was a very sexy woman .and I can remember watching her. Only then would I feel somewhat safe. Why not. She was wearing all the clothes I liked, and basically playing right up to me. twice a week she shares my fetishes especially I felt naughty and sexy, and he kept telling me how sexy I looked. Do you remember the woman you were in 2017, and did smoking really change anything about her? My only issue is, Jeremy has an obsession/fetish with women smoking cigarettes. I even tried myself in regularly going days or months without smoking and used that as evidence I wasn't a smoker. I guess I should have quit then. I wasn't alone, and as the youngest of five, all of my brothers and sisters picked it up. I was so naive that I had never heard of it. Aunty was very patient with me and showed me how to inhale and from that first hit I ever got to my little lungs, I fell in love with the feeling of pumping smoke habitually into and out of my body. I despised myself for so many years but dared not let it linger on my mind for too longotherwise, I would have had to do something about it. I love smoking in bed with my partner, and sometimes this leads to some erotic pleasure. No part of this website can be reproduced in any form without prior written consent.All rights reserved var year = new Date();var yyyy = year.getFullYear();document.write(yyyy); RawConfessions.com. This is the fifth day since I quit. By accepting all cookies, you agree to our use of cookies to deliver and maintain our services and site, improve the quality of Reddit, personalize Reddit content and advertising, and measure the effectiveness of advertising. How different is the taste of a cigarette from when you first started? I was really anti smoking before I started. I'm getting addicted, and I love it I've been smoking for about a month now, and three days with a new pack of Reds and they're taking their hold. I told her that I she really enjoyed she should do it. Partner has re-started smoking - I hate it By Loz21, June 29, 2021 in Dating Share 2 Start new topic Loz21 New Member Members 4 posts Posted June 29, 2021 Back story: Me and my partner C have been together 2years in August and when we started dating he was a vaper who previously smoked. My mother is French. But I kept reading about it, and thinking. So once, I remember it was on a Saturdaymorning, she gave me my first puff. i had my first cigarette at 14 (i'm only 15 now). I also have erotic feelings when I fill my lungs with the smoke of a cigaret or if I see another woman doing it. In the beginning of our relationship, my husband tolerated my 1-2 cigarettes per day, while I tolerated his drinking habit. ", takes big drink and hits the cigarette pretty hard and says, "I'm fine with this", I hate it when people say that someone who smokes smells like an ashtray. Perhaps it was. It's the stuff of star-crossed lovers, young beautiful dummies with their whole lives left to ruin. Sometimes . We were on the highway one afternoon and I had my hand on her thigh, and she put her hand on my hand, lightly digging in. If you don't, I don't blame you! Wonderful at the moment. Uh, yea. and our This became a revelation of who I have become, the kind of wife and mother I have been. I can remember playing like I was smoking a cigarette. Was also with an on again, off again gf (one of those women you just can't shake in your life), and she'd do her nails gold or sometimes white. Well, how long can you last without having your first cravings? So I walked out yesterdaybecause I told him I couldn't handle maybe losing him in years to come to some illness due to smoking which could have been prevented by not smoking, I cannot get my head round why people would willingly posison themselves slowly, it just doesn't make sense to me, although I guess all the smokers on here will say its addictionbut I don't get it because I can stop smoking just like that I don't have any withdrawl symptoms or cravings at all. I promissed myself to become such a beautifull woman. And she lit up a cigarette for us to share. Unlike many smokers I decided to become a smoker and I knew I was going to get addicted, in fact, the idea of being submissive to a powerful nicotine dependence almost got me excited. Wife thinks Im in bed sleeping and believes I gave up smoking years ago. I watch her and get extremely hard. And that's what I thought I was. I told her about the feelings I had and how erotitic it made me feel. It's all about finding a way to feed the addiction. And nothing better than a smoking b******* when she smokes a 120. Thinking of your relationship with smoking as a toxic relationship can help you see just how manipulative nicotine isit plays tricks on the body and mind, convincing us that we need it to feel pleasure. I asked my son for help. You can call: The National Cancer Institute's Smoking Quitline, 877-448-7848 (877-44U-QUIT) Smokefree.gov, which connects you with your State's Quitline, 800-784-8669 (800-QUITNOW) Veterans Smoking Quitline, 855-784-8838 (855-QUITVET) But my family would disown me. Tobacco, Mon Amour. I sat in on a Maggie Dent conference once - Maggie is a child developmental lord who basically teaches you how to understand your children's brains in a way that gives you so much more compassion for their behaviour. I realize now that my reasons for smoking at that age have twisted themselves into reasons why I was still smoking 16 years later. The Student Room and The Uni Guide are both part of The Student Room Group. ASSHOLE, Still doing around a pack and a half. If you need a hacker that can help you catch your cheating spouse I strongly recommend HACKINDLOOP Spy. I thought since I love him so much I shouldn't subject him to it and therefore, secrecy was a necessity - out of love, of course. Now, I'm smoking inside." Milo Martin, a poet in Los Angeles, offered fewer excuses. About a month later she texted me and said she was going to buy a pack. She left for work and I smoked the whole thing I knew I was hooked. I started smoking cannabis to . However I started going out with this guy who smoked and I tolerated it for a while then I began trying to encourage him to quit.to no avail, we eventually broke up, but I regretted that, so what did I do - I started smoking to prove that it wasn't an issue, we did not get back together so I stopped just like that, I was not addicted to cigarettes, which is why I cannot comprehend how people get so addicted, I used to smoke between 10 and 15 cigs a day. She has more than likely died from smoking or Covid by now. I was dating an ok woman, not gorgeous but attractive, who was so into me that one mention that I liked long, polished nails sent her to the manicurist to get tips and polish put on. When we returned home i knew, even if i feigned that we would now both quit, my wife was a smoker again. It's a FIVE year old post you dick head. Starting from studying physical education and sports in high school, to learning about the human mind in orthopedagogy in college. He specializes in pulmonary health, critical care, and sleep medicine. A combination of police officers, motivational speakers, and teachers passed out flyers, coloring packets, and fun activities that revolved around the prevention of smoking in adolescents, and the teaching started when I was in elementary school. Do you sometimes miss the days when you did not need to "start your day chaining a few cigarettes"? I was scared at first but when she explained she knew for a while. I have a long-time thing or fetish for very long, polished nails on women, the longer the better, and preferably red (darker colors work, too). I started out with one a day, then it went to 2 and now 4-5 a day, I love smoking so much. Her long strong cigarettes are everything she wants and needs, she takes huge drags blows a lot of smoke and can often be seen with a cigarette hanging out of her mouth. (Might have been 6.) Did your voice become deeper and huskier since you started smoking? I love being a smoker. She says "What's one more bad habit ? I smoke when I work. Give her 20 minutes and it wears off, she becomes completely broken anxious nervous and irritable where the only thing to fix her is to once again pop a ciggie poo in her face latch on suck like a vacum then blow smoke like the wind cause her cigarettes are her best friend. Well the first two times I had smoked that other substance nothing happened. they will surely be of help. I have done a lot of rotten things during my relationship with nicotine, things that are shameful, things I can't take back. It took me about 3-1/2 years before I noticed myself coughing in the morning when I awoke. Life has been a bit crazy. After my first one I liked them better and I noticed I felt more feminine and sexy. I recently married the most amazing man in the whole world, "Jeremy." We connect, communicate, understand and love everything about each other. I am just beginning to realize what life with me must have been like for my family --constantly distracted, spending most of my time scurrying around, making sure they are settled, catering to their every whim because if they are involved in something else, I could go outside, thinking thatsurely they wouldn't look for me if their every need was met? He tells people we don't smoke. I was fascinated by plants and trees as medicine for the body and soul. I decided to introduce myself to your quit smoking supportgroup while I'm still foggy, so I don't talk myself out of being brutally honest with you. September 15, 2014. It stinks, but it makes her happy and she's lost weight from it so I'm ok with it. I smoked my second cigarette on a dour July afternoon when I was 15. In fact, I love smoking more than I love people. I did too. I've been to Vegas before and that's smoker's heaven, you can smoke everywhere, There's good and bad news! I took the post down, I just felt a bit weird about the whole thing. obviously by then i knew my wife didn't want to quit as much as i didn't and, 15 years later, we're both still smokers.

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